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I'm creating a person.
For now, they are imaginary. They'll probably remain imaginary, because I don't know how I'd bring them to life, and if I did, maybe I wouldn't like them anyways.
Talk is cheap, right?

Anyways...on paper, this is a rough outline of who they are.

They know nothing of music, but everything of musicals.
Enjoy eating handfuls of cereal they've never eaten before, sans milk, and of course, from the hand.
Likes to sit in the 'kukaloris' sunlight directly underneath venetian blinds, but only when very sunny.
Gets along with their family very well.
Vibrant disposition and general rainbow-like appearance in clothing colour.
When upset tends to breathe excessively.

To Anna

In response to your comment, yes I still sing.
I sang just a moment ago actually...
I wish I was better though.

(but art isn't worth it if you think you're amazing all the time is it? or at least it loses it's point(s) or essense...either way, something isn't right if I'm not being critical of myself to a point.)

Ever go through stages where sometimes, sonically you just feel, all off?

I found out this interesting thing the other day that I never much thought of....singing 'healthily'
does not always produce 'nice' sounds. That intrigued me because so often we want to hear 'nice' sounds...but maybe they're not always correct? Truth, lies and everything in between...I don't want to get started on this topic or it will drag on...>.<

Thank you for calling today. I knew it (or hoped) it was you when the phone rang...and it was fun discussing a 'text' with you...haha like in Extension...
*nostalgia*

was it a dream?

Reading back of the past few blogs, I realise I sound like a really sad person...
I guess because I usually feel the need to vent my feelings when I am in that state of mind, and when I'm in a more positive state, which is the majority of the time, I can more tangibly show my emotions in real life...

Another thing that seems to get covered up in here is my incessant 'lol'-ing I do in everywhere else, it seems, but here. Maybe that can also be attributed to the dark subject matter I seem to discuss...or more like allude to vaguely heh. >.<

I want to talk about something normal.
Like how I'm going to buy a new mobile phone...
and how I miss my friends.
How I really need to pay my fine at the library because there are so many books I want to read within the next two months at least... (I never knew there was a $15 lost book processing charge as well >.<)
How I'm determined to have more will power.
And how I shall develop a thick skin that deflects the terrible but allows the brilliant to penetrate.

Bye ...