!

I have come to somewhat of a medium or conclusion.

A while ago, I wrote about how I hated numbers and what they mean. So I tried to get rid of them in my life...
and it didn't work (obviously).

But lately...
I've been inspired to contemplate that I don't need to be in denial anymore.
I'd like to feel like my worth as a person is not invested in numerical forms.
It only really matters what kind of person I am to myself and to others. My integrity and self-worth should remain in tact if I choose to simply understand that the numbers are not for me, and they have never been a deciding factor.

People can judge all they want, but I want to be the person to smile right back and be their friend.