Today I figured out a few things.
I figured out:
1. I can make that flicky side of my head go straight if I just use the hair/putty/fibre stuff artistically enough to make it inconspicuous.
2. I've sunk into that anti-school mode again...
...and what I mean by that, is that I feel like I want to escape it again. This coming week feels like a chore. Like I need a survival guide and a compass and perhaps a brick wall to bang my head on.
It's moments like these, that I detach myself. I stop talking so much, and start building a little world inside my head. I set up a tent to stay overnight, create a little fire for warmth and of course, I bring along the blankets as I'm always cold (even with the fire). Because I can't stand the outside right now.
I can't stay and watch and get involved and be happy about it.
I need to plan my own revolutions in my head.
I need to separate from all this disheartening stuff.
Of course it's not all bad. I make it sound like everything's gone wrong; it hasn't.
Just maybe this week I need a raincoat, not necessarily for the rain.
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“We wanted out of it. It was the most negative thing in the world.”- Patrick Stump.
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