Failure.

fail·ure


–noun
1. an act or instance of failing or proving unsuccessful; lack of success: His effort ended in failure. The campaign was a failure.
2. nonperformance of something due, required, or expected: a failure to do what one has promised; a failure to appear.
3. a subnormal quantity or quality; an insufficiency: the failure of crops.
4. deterioration or decay, esp. of vigor, strength, etc.: The failure of her health made retirement necessary.



Feeling a little disheartened and inspired at the same time...Strange... :





My bedroom is basically an imprint of my brain;

1. Cluttered. Randoms bits of information and history in the least organised places. Brain/Bedroom will therefore not function to it's regular efficient capabilities, but rather lags like a computer with not enough RAM and twenty four windows open.

2. Is a source of comfort. Many people like to think certain issues over; I've learned to on occasions ignore issues and pretend they don't exist in an attempt to prevent the guilt and general negative feelings. At the end of the day, I've escaped into my head, and I have a bed to curl up and read in.

3. I have three clocks that do not having running batteries in them. I put away the one with the pendulum that I used to swing for fun in an attempt to simulate a living, working clock...but somehow I remain informed of time through my mobile. I like time. I like looking at the time. Apparently there's this thing on my dad's side of the family that makes us have good internal clocks. I'd like to believe I have that...I'm pretty good at guessing the time, therefore, the unworking clocks are not as big of an issue as they seem to be.

4. It has musical capabilities. I feel like I'm advertising some new mobile phone or something...but really, the brain/room do.





"She looks to be that crazy weird girl you met in high school that was always making paper dolls- You kind of wanted to ask her out on a date, but you were afraid she would whip out the 7inch knife and hack you to pieces in the car after the grindhouse triple feature."