yuck

I got my Roswell DVD's in the mail today.
I will watch them once I hand in this assignment today. That is making this day somewhat worth it.
Assignment progress is going well! I wish I could crank them out this quickly all the time, but I'm afraid it's the morning urgency that makes me focus.

I just feel so sick. So wrecked. So emotionally done and dusted. So over this. I want someone else to make this better, but I know no one will. Life is in your hands more often than you think.
There's just so many processes to go through. I'm getting lost and I feel really neglected. I feel like my eyes are open wide and shut at the same time. I feel like I could talk and talk and talk and get no where. Talk myself into a circle because NO ONE FUCKING CARES. They really don't. It's okay. Everyone has their own problems to deal with but why do I feel so unloved right now? So worthless. So bleh. I want to find a hole and bury myself in it. Stop existing for a little while.